YAY!!!!

So after a big hiatus (I've been off my computer for quite a while now), I decided to start arting™ again.

It'd help me a LOT if you can share this post, or maybe commission me!

I had to cancel some plans thanks to economy (not cool) but that just means I have more time to work on these hehe :)

Hope youre having a GOOOOOD day or night ❤️ here's a wip of something I'm working on :)

i'm looking at my old art and IH MY GOD how did i think that was OKAY. ABERRATIONS

every htf artist comment RIGHT NOWW i want to follow u

Sometimes i stumble upon some accounts with such incredible art. Like fr it's so stunning. I'll be scrolling randomly through the art gallery and suddenly I'll be struck by the most vibrant, well composed piece I've seen before. This site is beautiful ;0;

I really dislike using the word emergency but my family's going to have a rough time this month and I'd really appreciate it if you (yes, you) could check my commissions post and see if anything there interests you! I'm willing to do full body, waist up, bust, and some doodles. hope you're having a good day ❤️❤️ please check my art tab for examples of my work!

Hey! Just a biweekly reminder that I'm available to do commissions! Please check the art tab of my profile. You can always DM for details. Just today i uploaded a piece! ❤️ Hope you find what you're looking for. Thank you for passing by hehe!

Yeah. As the title suggest i feel like my art style sucks out of a sudden.

I've checked out some artists and what they all have in common is a clean, sweet lineart and vibrant colours. And really good backgrounds. I think it's time i start trying to improve because my dirty lineart kinda ass. I must learn how to do backgrounds, too. Working with regular pens, gaahhh

It sounds kinda painful. I can't live with the clean linearts... I guess I'll give it a shot. I might like the result.

Edit: oh christ, i just looked at my old art and i suddenly feel better. What was wrong with me! Fix the eyes, bitch!

HEY!! after changing up some prices and getting myself ready to start, I'm opening COMMISSIONS!!! <3<3

Details here!!

https://www.newgrounds.com/collab/view/17033

You can check the art tab in my profile for references. I'll upload a commission ref sheet soon~

It'd help me a lot <3 I hope you're having a great day!

hey!

this is embarrassing, but i abandoned haxe. just felt like there wasn't a point in continuing to try and "learn" because i wasn't getting anywhere. i toyed around with cpp for a few days, and i think it's cool. it has its obstacles, and that's amazing; haxe allowed me to jump straight into gamedev without any prior knowledge, which was what made it tough, other than the lack of real tutorials and guides.

i think i'll start using ng a bit more. i dont really feel good showing myself in other platforms. i like being able to rant and write long posts. it gets ignored either way (which is good actually), but at least i can write more lolol.

no games or tests for a long time and it feels good. i feel more confident and chill and i'm not afraid of opening vscode anymore. programming is not a project anymore; it's just something i do in case i want to really do it. just occasionaly; apparently once a month.

in other news im trying to get creative. i'm trying to draw more and work more on ocs i like. not like i have a lot; but i've been trying to stop hyperfocusing on random characters and rather creating my own. feels good when i get to do it... and horrible when i don't. but welp. it's worth giving it a shot. i'll post some oc art just after this post :3 i also would love to make a commission ref sheet but i can't do that using other ppl's characters so i'll try my best to actually make my own.

other than that i'm feeling okayish. random summer days are awesome man. i hope we get 30°C more often. genuinely! i get to lie down on my living room floor. that's the good thing about living alone. nobody fucking bothers you whenever you want to lie down on your cold, beautiful living room floor.

so that's cool. peace!

Hey!

I've tried participating in HaxeJam2022. My third game jam.. The worst one, hehe.

I couldn't do anything. I just didn't do well. I couldn't manage my schedule and I kept waking up far too late... I definitely need more time.. Two weeks maybe? I should try timing myself sometime. Like a game jam where the only person participating is me. Without the pressure of disappointing others. Game jams are definitely NOT for me in the stage that I am right now and I definitely should wait before I try anything else. I just vowed to myself I'll never join a new one again. And I reaaaally hope I listen to myself!

I'll still try and get something out of the little project I had planned. Simply because I got help from two absolutely amazing NG artists and I don't want to disappoint them. It was dumb of me to think I could possibly assemble something worth that art in so little time. Or at all.

I think the idea is kind of neat. It's based on a Flash game I used to play; Penguin Diner. And has a mix of another game; I really don't remember its name. But had to do something with blenders too.

But I have deducted that game jams at such an early stage of my """"career"""" are a brainfuck and just mess with my confidence. And that I should never approach game jams again. Lowrez jam looks so interesting... What a shame I can't art lol.

Seeing fellow Haxe programmers make it to the jam and get something done, even if it's not the best, makes me happy. It must feel so good. Though, so many people give up. And I get why. They have busy lives, and a week is never enough.

If I ever got to host HaxeJam, I'd definitely change the time mark... Cough, Logo >_>

Vacations are gone and I go to work TOMORROW. NOOOOO. But I got to art so much this week. So I'll dump those in the art tab and disappear again. Probably for the better.

Now that we're here, any advice on how to make non-shitty looking floor tiles? Why does it look like chocolate?! <- I hate it.

The only thing that turned out okay in this damned project was... The fruit. The damn fruit! Look at it. I did well on that! The rest is ass. But the fruit looks fresh!

i think

I should really take some pixelart courses. Recommendations? :3

It's the crucial style for videogames. No heavy spritesheets, just tiny pixels assembled. I've tried my best before but I hate how it turned out. My dumass ideas deserve some good pixelart at least! I'll never start developing Colourblind without a decent pixelart first.

My first goal is to settle for a specific res. I can't use tile editors without that! I need a consistent size for each sprite. It suuucks but whatever... It's necessary.

But for now, I'll try to take my time and rather work on things I enjoy developing, such as components and libraries. I have to get accustomed to Haxelib too. Fuck.

Welp